Monday, March 15, 2010

Bye Bye Ammamma...Have a safe trip..

Days rolled by so fast. Mar 10th has already come. Mom has to leave to India. My mom is
happy for going to india and reuniting with dad but eually sad to leave Buddu. Buddu is
very attached to her now. After brother left, she has only ammamma. So day and night with
ammamma only. Mom couldn't control her tears while she was leaving to airport. The flight
ticket we purchased online was showing wrong dates by mistake because of which she has to stay in Hongkong for 2 days. So we requested the cathaypacific airlines to postpone her travel to next day which they did. Sending her off was not a happy moment. In-laws have come but I can see they are not at all happy. I can say mar 7th to 14th was the bad time for my husband so for me. I had to take leave from work. Things didn't go well at work also. Everything settled down by weekend. In-laws are very happy. For them, everything turned out to be green now!!! which is good for me also though don't know the entire story for all these happy and sad. I'm worried about Buddu. How she's sleeping and eating in the day time. In-laws having spent time with the other grand kids started comparing her to others which I don't like at all. I've to build confidence in her, for that I've to be very confident.
These days I'm practicing to be silent. I've my own plans of starting "something". This something, I've to figure out, a way to implement and make it success. I want to spend with my baby, want to be there for her all the time. I know how I missed my mom, doesn't want to repeat the same for my baby.

I've to first keep my baby happy and healthy.

Keeping this apart, buddu handled ammamma's departure so well. She's trying to adapt to her new grand parents. My little girl doesn't complain to anything. I keep worrying about her eating schedule so kept calling home from time to time to check whether little one has taken anything or not. Little one is amazing. Her smile, oo sound makes my day. :)

She's having anxiety whenever approching new members or places. So I planned to meet with new moms in the apartment.
Little one, Be happy :)....

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