Challenging Times.....

It's been very long time since I updated. All this time, I'm quite busy
at home rather than in office. In-laws came on Feb 14th and mom is going
on mar9th. Brother's interview was almost finalized, he's so there.
3 rounds of interview were completed and he was actually waiting to get
the appointment date when he received the bad news that the company's
CFO has frozen the position temporarily (for now it's "temporarily" not
sure if that becomes "permanent"!!!) Brother, Me, mom and husband are
shocked to hear this. We've actually set our minds that he's going to
join that company. When we hoped something, GOD planned something else!!
Mom was crying last night and I couldn't console her. Same with me also!
He has made up his mind and going to new jersey to join some consultancy.
For now, my mind is totally blank about his future and job trials.
I can't look mom's sorrowful face. Apart from this sad part in home,
Buddu is the only ray of happiness for all of us. Now she's almost 4months
and so many changes. In fact, she's surprising me everyday with her
capabilities. She turned on her stomach from right side (borla padadam)
in 3rd month it self, initally she was moving backwards (mom told me that this is the
first step, everything they start in opposite direction, crawling or
walking) for few days and then gave up on that completely for some days.
In the mean time, she is busy in sucking her left thumb and mom is busy
in taking that out. LOL...Grannma wins :-)
Yesterday, she turned on her left hand also and started crawling to front!
I'm so much surprised by her efforts. She's trying her best to crawl.
I've recorded. She's not giving up however she fails or even if she's
not able to breathe. Whenever she has difficulty in breathing, she makes
uneasy sounds and I lift her, again after a minute break, she's all
ready for crawl again! Oh my GOD! I've to learn a lot from her.
It's this point which motivated me....when a months baby is not giving up
her hope and efforts why should I!!!! Why shouldn't I try which I always
wanted.