As I told you earlier, so many changes this week. Avi ela teesukuntundo buddu
ani bhayapadda....naa anumaanaalanne nijam ayyelane vundi! :(
ninna proddunne 6.30ki tammudu vellipoyadu New jersey ki. Vaadu aa mundu roju
buddu daggara padukoni edustune vundadam nenu chustune vunna. Ayina endukule
kadilinchadam ani vellipoya. papam, aa night anta vaadu buddu chuttu tirugutune
vunnadu. Buddu, usual gaa morning 8.30 ki lestundi. vaadu 6.30 ke vellalsi
raavadam valla proddune 5.30 kalla ready ayipoyi memu nidra potunna room ki
vachesaadu. buddu ni alaa chustune kurchunnadu 30mins. Bharamgaa 6.30ki inka
vellipoyadu. intlo evarni miss avvatledu vaadu okka buddu ni tappa.
chitti talli tho tana anubandham atuvantidi. Tanaki ikkade job vachesi enni
plans chesukunnam...ikkade illu teesukovadam, buddu tho aadukovadam etc..
"manam okati taliste Bhagavantudu okati talichadu ani" mottaniki aa job
raakapovadam, new jersey vellalsi raavadam anne chaka chaka jarigipoyayi.
Amma aa roju raathri edustune vundi. Kaneesam amma vellelopaina job vastundo
ledo. Buddu vishayaniki vaste, papam bangaru talli baaga digulu padindi maama
meeda. Steps vaipe chustu vuntundi maama vastademo ani. Illanta vetikindi,
bathroom, doors, closets ni kooda vadalledu. Finally emanukundo emo chitti talli,
night 10.30 ki bayataki teesikellamandi. Nenu teesikelte akkada kooda maama
kosame vetukkundi. Edavaledu kaane aa kallu vetukutune vunnayi. Paalu sariga
taagaledu. aadukovadam maanesindi, alaa paiki chustu untundi. naakayite edupu
aagaledu. gattiga anukunna, naa chitti talli ki nenu eppudu daggare vundali ani.
Amma ayite okate edupu.
Pillala digulu annitikante badhakaramainadi ani anubhavam loki vachindi.
Entomandi chinnaru lu anaadhalu gaa migilipotunnaru,aa pasipillallu ela
untunnara ani okka kshanam anpinchindi. aa digulu lone office ki vachesanu.
mana budhi tinnagaa vuntena.. raathri edchinantasepu pattaledu pani lo
munigipoyanu. Friends tho ee vishayam chepte andaru dhairyam cheptunnaru. 3-4 days lo
anta sardukununtundi ani. ee weekend kalla naa bangaru talli mamulu ayipovali.
Friday, February 19, 2010
Wednesday, February 17, 2010
Challenging Times.....
It's been very long time since I updated. All this time, I'm quite busy
at home rather than in office. In-laws came on Feb 14th and mom is going
on mar9th. Brother's interview was almost finalized, he's so there.
3 rounds of interview were completed and he was actually waiting to get
the appointment date when he received the bad news that the company's
CFO has frozen the position temporarily (for now it's "temporarily" not
sure if that becomes "permanent"!!!) Brother, Me, mom and husband are
shocked to hear this. We've actually set our minds that he's going to
join that company. When we hoped something, GOD planned something else!!
Mom was crying last night and I couldn't console her. Same with me also!
He has made up his mind and going to new jersey to join some consultancy.
For now, my mind is totally blank about his future and job trials.
I can't look mom's sorrowful face. Apart from this sad part in home,
Buddu is the only ray of happiness for all of us. Now she's almost 4months
and so many changes. In fact, she's surprising me everyday with her
capabilities. She turned on her stomach from right side (borla padadam)
in 3rd month it self, initally she was moving backwards (mom told me that this is the
first step, everything they start in opposite direction, crawling or
walking) for few days and then gave up on that completely for some days.
In the mean time, she is busy in sucking her left thumb and mom is busy
in taking that out. LOL...Grannma wins :-)
Yesterday, she turned on her left hand also and started crawling to front!
I'm so much surprised by her efforts. She's trying her best to crawl.
I've recorded. She's not giving up however she fails or even if she's
not able to breathe. Whenever she has difficulty in breathing, she makes
uneasy sounds and I lift her, again after a minute break, she's all
ready for crawl again! Oh my GOD! I've to learn a lot from her.
It's this point which motivated me....when a months baby is not giving up
her hope and efforts why should I!!!! Why shouldn't I try which I always
wanted.
at home rather than in office. In-laws came on Feb 14th and mom is going
on mar9th. Brother's interview was almost finalized, he's so there.
3 rounds of interview were completed and he was actually waiting to get
the appointment date when he received the bad news that the company's
CFO has frozen the position temporarily (for now it's "temporarily" not
sure if that becomes "permanent"!!!) Brother, Me, mom and husband are
shocked to hear this. We've actually set our minds that he's going to
join that company. When we hoped something, GOD planned something else!!
Mom was crying last night and I couldn't console her. Same with me also!
He has made up his mind and going to new jersey to join some consultancy.
For now, my mind is totally blank about his future and job trials.
I can't look mom's sorrowful face. Apart from this sad part in home,
Buddu is the only ray of happiness for all of us. Now she's almost 4months
and so many changes. In fact, she's surprising me everyday with her
capabilities. She turned on her stomach from right side (borla padadam)
in 3rd month it self, initally she was moving backwards (mom told me that this is the
first step, everything they start in opposite direction, crawling or
walking) for few days and then gave up on that completely for some days.
In the mean time, she is busy in sucking her left thumb and mom is busy
in taking that out. LOL...Grannma wins :-)
Yesterday, she turned on her left hand also and started crawling to front!
I'm so much surprised by her efforts. She's trying her best to crawl.
I've recorded. She's not giving up however she fails or even if she's
not able to breathe. Whenever she has difficulty in breathing, she makes
uneasy sounds and I lift her, again after a minute break, she's all
ready for crawl again! Oh my GOD! I've to learn a lot from her.
It's this point which motivated me....when a months baby is not giving up
her hope and efforts why should I!!!! Why shouldn't I try which I always
wanted.
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