Waiting time...

I've completed 38 weeks successfully. Buddamma can come at any time. We are so excited to receive you. Ofcourse, I'm feeling very nervous about delivery. Doctor is checking my cervix since 36th week. Today also, she checked but there's nothing happening. Cervix is still way high and up not yet started dilating. On the other hand, Dr doesn't want to wait till 40weeks also, she wants to induce labor at 39th week itself. Seeing the cervix position, Dr. told that it could be hard labor!!! God, I'm so nervous. I decided to walk like crazy this week atleast 4hrs daily. I'm still coming to office, this Friday would be my last day and taking personal day off on monday and maternity leave starts from Tuesday onwards. This week is really tough to come to office but pushing myself hard to do this to have more vacation after buddamma comes. Only this

thought keeps me motivated. If I could be home for 3months after buddamma comes, it's so good for both of us. I want to take care of you buddamma, feeding, diapering, bathing, etc... My mom is there to help me out in everything. I'm so bad in holding the babies don't know how I'll manage buddamma. But I'm sure my baby is going to teach me everything. As the time passes, delivery date is getting close by, our imaginations about buddamma also increasing. Everyone has their own imaginations about you like your nose will be like this, color like that etc...

I'm hoping that you've Daddy's hands, feet and nose. They are the best in Dad. Ofcourse

Dad's hair is also very good. And ofcourse the mind, smartness should be inherited from

Dad. Height can be either of us but good to have from Dad. From me, I want you to have

color, eyes and hair. These are the best in mommy :). These are all my wishes.

Dad hopes you to have only color from me or either of your grandma's (amma and nanamma)

and rest all from Dad or Tummala's family only. Buddamma ela vuntavo....chaana exciting gaa vundi.

You know, after seeing the scanning nose is confirmed that you got from Tummala's only but not sure whether it's from Atta or Nanna. I hope it's from Nanna only. Whenever we see your mouth shape we get so tensed because it looks very weird, I guess you always cover it with your beautiful hands in every scan. I'll show you all those pictures once you are ready to understand. You hate ultrasound or non stress test so much that as soon as I get into Dr's office you fell asleep. Dr. has to wake you up by making noise. You move your hands or legs for 2mins as a sign of discomfort or disturbance and again you sleep!! Bangaram, did you get sleep from Amma? We also hope for the same :-) Laddamma. I've to drink ice cold water to wake you up but that hardly helps. But surprisingly, you react so well to Daddy's voice. Nanna daily says "Buddamma, this is daddy, I love you so much". You start dancing to that :). Are you Daddy's pet? Nanna is so eager to see you. He shows me how he'll carry you on his hands and how he'll take care of you. You know, Daddy wants to carry you with your head in his palm and body on the hand. That would come to half of his hand. He imagines as if you are there and kisses you :). Also daily, nanna puts oil on my stomach and do massage imaging he's comforting you. How lucky you are to have such a loving Dad.

Amma took gold jewellery set for you, it's so big that you can wear it in your marraige also. I already wore it for baby shower :). Also, she took so many dresses for you and those tiny shoes are so pretty. I couldn't stop laughing seeing them. They are so cute. Nannamma took pattu langalu for you. Pinni took colorful gowns. I'll take pictures in all these. Your Tatamma (Nanamma's mother) is also excited about you. She hopes you'll get nose from Chinna (that's what they call your Daddy) and rest all from me. It's so good to hear about you from different people.

We love you Bangaru Talli.....